Avenue to rant.

First post of the blog at an unearthly time of the day. Yesterday was my brother's birthday! Had a very full dinner =) Went down to Orchard Road to look at the Christmas lightings too. So..yesterday was a happy day! But why am I feeling sooooo empty now...I feel like..there is a void in my heart that needs to be filled. Anyways, must get a job soon..repay those whom I owe $ to..Its not good to borrow, I know..but under such circumstances..I don't really have a choice. I thought after the big 'A's, it'll all be fun and games, perhaps I was mistaken.